this is my 51st post on this blog.. haha guess i haven't been blogging for a while.. main reason, of cos exams la. budden, another big reason wld be tt evryone seems so depressed, so i shldnt be typing even more depressing things.. n besides, when i dun put my tots down into words, i feel more cheerful. i can tell myself, tmr will be better.. but when i c my depressing tots in words, i feel even more depressed. haha weird the wae i work,isnt it?

actually i dun feel so depressed as i used to feel in the past. is tt gd or bad? well, i now choose to believe tt a positive attitude will produce better results than a "i'm-so-gonna-die" mood.. so ya, maintaining eternal optimism.. life can only get better..

this time nx mth, it'll be over. hope i wun have regrets. =)

****if u wan the rainbow, u muz first learn to live wif the rain****